there comes a time when you know that this is not going to go the way you've planned. that it is better off not the way it is but you're just afraid that the change will affect you in so many ways. and so you compromise, then compromise more till you realise that you've wasted 3 years of your life trying to believe that this is it.

but it isn't.

i am irritated of this ulcer below my tongue.

a freakin painful ulcer below my tongue which i feel like putting salt on.

i've to go to the orthodontist tomorrow to have my molar ring changed or removed, the blunt spikes are irritating the base of my tongue.

fyi, i have braces now. i chose dark purple and aqua blue for the bands.

anyone care to share their remedies for canker sores/mouth ulcer please? :( :(

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SUPPORT ME! i know you luhrf mehh XD and you know i will luhrf you forevarrr too! <3

it's only been 3 days and im having a blast. major major blast. so many things to tell! can't wait for the future road trip, i hope i'll be well enough to drive for 6 hours!

p.s i've missed you too, mich! will write you a looooong email of updates! 
p.p.s im sorry i have not been replying your emails :(
p.p.p.s letters are going to be sent this week! :D

when you get into a deep shit because of your stupidity, you fix it yourself and you fix it good.

that is why i thank you for being there in times like these and i adore you for that.

i am trying to save as much money for my grad trip in may. i have not decided yet, probably to russia or aus to see my lovelies or even to the states or if everything goes well, for au pair in america.

october will be such a prosperous month cos there's my birthday as well as a part-time job at the mall. ahh tis gonna be a busy busy month! my friend opened a boutique at the mall and she also has it online! shop away, ladies!